My Head that You Invade

Open my eyes Thinking of you Making my coffee Thinking of you Washing the dishes Thinking of you Make breakfast I won't eat Thinking of you Doing the laundry Thinking of you Every mundane task... Thinking of you Writing a poem Thinking of you Then... Lay down to sleep Thinking of you Closing my eyes... Continue Reading →

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Just sshh…and listen

I don't claim to know much. I can tell you, though... that so much darkness has passed through this soul of mine. Much has been poured in and left there to fester and it has hurt me and left scars. They're not supposed to hurt, scars...healed and emblazoned as they are on my skin, on... Continue Reading →

Things and stuff

Tea pots often boil. Well, actually they boil if you switch on the heat, so it's not really their fault that they become scalding hot. Although their purpose is to be filled and get hit...no not hit you autocorrect monster, I meant HOT .How dare you presume to know my words before I have said... Continue Reading →

I blame the moon

Let's bid farewell to my mind's sweet egress, may it have a safe voyage with sanity's mess. Questionable actions, decisions that taunt, and a memory of something I quietly haunt. I wanted to speak and to freely express, this sensation of madness at life's cruel behest. And I stumbled upon, well no, I dived right... Continue Reading →

‘The Problem Was”…well the problem is… I think too much, then rethink, then stew, then revisit, then re-evaluate, then see things from a whole new perspective and then … That’s it really.

Another revisiting. I've been looking through a few of my older posts. They were ALL about Wolf. Of course. Obviously. Fucking EVERYTHING was about him up until the "insert...title here" posts. Then I cleared up. Dusted off my heart. Gave my heart and my head a good ol' spring cleaning. This was about him but...I've... Continue Reading →

Wanted By Many But Bestowed Upon None

Think that it's easier just to erase, rather than love and then have it misplace, more than you heart and much more than your soul, it misplaces your high, divine spirit half whole. Think that it's better if I hush my lips, and never allow my words past fingertips. Maybe it's time to just shut... Continue Reading →

Two Days of Thoughts That I Tried to Arrange in Some Haphazard Fashion Into a Post That Anyone, Including Me, Would Be Interested In Reading. It’s Quite Existential, Actually. (Also, sometimes my titles aren’t as witty as I plan.)

Tuesday It doesn't actually matter, does it? In the grand scheme of schemes...I mean grands...I mean things. Right? It doesn't matter if today I feel a bit of shittiness having a whale of a time in my stomach and head, does it? Because tomorrow I may not feel this way. Or maybe I will. But... Continue Reading →

Pure, unabashed, aching needs

I've  fought and battled wounds and clichés and over used, overly abused phrases, denoting a whore's worth in this painful plane of verisimilitude, undulating with excruciating pain, buckling my knees as I squeeze the last droplets of affection within this connection that was once shared for years and now deluged in sliced tears , flavoured... Continue Reading →

Sometimes, things do change

In December, I wrote a post called Ineffable . This was not the first of its type, but it was the first  on THIS blog. I loved writing my Ineffable posts because it was my way of releasing my tendencies towards insanity and I would enjoy that so much. It was sweet release. But that particular... Continue Reading →

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